08.11.2022
I'm empty. I miss those feelings so much when I grabbed onto an idea and became addicted to it.
Maybe I'm just growing up and my daydreams are fading. Or maybe I'm tired of them.
26.06.2023
Loneliness is exactly what I want to work on this summer. I'm sick of worrying, tracking online and thinking. Think a lot. But if I stop, nothing will change.
I want to feel it. To feel that I am me and that I am truly alone.
24.12.2023
Sometimes I just want to remember. For real without mixing my feelings then and now. I want to see everything the way it really was. To look at the past with the same eyes that I was looking at in the moment. I want to feel the moment, even if I know I'll never go back there again.
03.03.2024
It's so hard to wait. I've always found myself quite patient but every second now is just unbearable. I just want to break my own promises. I'm just trying to convince myself that the game is worth it. But I have zero guarantees, I just keep trusting myself from the past. They say that if you really want something, it means that you have already received it in the future. I hope it's true. Although my self-confidence is decreasing and decreasing.
Material: acrylic on canvas
Size: 100 × 125 × 2 cm
Finished: 03.24
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