Three
09.04.2023
I love them because their eyes are burning.
21.04.2023
I finally understood why I'm still with her–because I didn't let resentment get the better of the warm feelings I have for her. She's the only person I'm willing to tell the whole truth to without being ashamed of my true self. And maybe she'll never understand me, and I'll never understand her but maybe that's the whole point. This is the complete unconditional acceptance of another person. I don't have to justify myself to her, I don't have to say that I'm doing something wrong. I only have feelings with her, it's unnecessary to think there. After all, despite all that we've been through, I still feel that freedom. Resentment is not my real emotion. This is what generates my crazy consciousness while I'm sitting at home alone.
27.06.2023
If it makes me feel better, I'll be glad. If I get worse, then let anxiety have enough time to eat me up from the inside.
23.10.2023
I don't care. It's strange to realize, but at the moment I really don't feel anything about any of them. No hate, no resentment, not even nostalgia. I thought I was going to get fucked. I was sure that I wouldn't be strong enough not to make a mistake again, but no. I've grown up.
Material: acrylic on canvas
Size: 100 × 125 × 2 cm
Finished: 03.24
Not available
I love them because their eyes are burning.
21.04.2023
I finally understood why I'm still with her–because I didn't let resentment get the better of the warm feelings I have for her. She's the only person I'm willing to tell the whole truth to without being ashamed of my true self. And maybe she'll never understand me, and I'll never understand her but maybe that's the whole point. This is the complete unconditional acceptance of another person. I don't have to justify myself to her, I don't have to say that I'm doing something wrong. I only have feelings with her, it's unnecessary to think there. After all, despite all that we've been through, I still feel that freedom. Resentment is not my real emotion. This is what generates my crazy consciousness while I'm sitting at home alone.
27.06.2023
If it makes me feel better, I'll be glad. If I get worse, then let anxiety have enough time to eat me up from the inside.
23.10.2023
I don't care. It's strange to realize, but at the moment I really don't feel anything about any of them. No hate, no resentment, not even nostalgia. I thought I was going to get fucked. I was sure that I wouldn't be strong enough not to make a mistake again, but no. I've grown up.
Material: acrylic on canvas
Size: 100 × 125 × 2 cm
Finished: 03.24
Not available
